Monday, February 15, 2010

Valentine's

I hate Valentine's Day and I hate the way people make me feel and I hate my birthday. God this day SUCKS!

4 comments:

Benjamin Griffin said...

You know, if you put a comma after the word "God," this would be a prayer. . . I know: not helpful, but at least you know I'm here. :D Love you, Becki.

Rebecca at the Well said...

God, this day SUCKS!!! As does the one that follows. If I start screaming now, do think God will consider that a prayer too. I don't want to be here anymore. I am tired of being attacked by people of the church, I am tired of not being good enough for anything, and I am tired of being ignored as if I were no more than dust. I am so very tired of being curled into a ball crying on the floor.

No sweat, not your problem and I do appreciate your input, I just want to stop breathing right now so I can quit hurting. The last 48 hours have been a word I shouldn't say just in case I offend someone. I really do not know why I am here anymore except to be a whipping dog. I don't want to hurt anymore, I just want to go away, go away to where noone and nothing hurts anymore. Too bad that place dosen't exist here on earth.

Don't sweat a reply, there really is nothing you can say anyway. I appreciate your friendship, but I just can't talk anymore.
Thanks

Rebecca at the Well said...

Sorry, I am just really really sick inside right now.
B

Benjamin Griffin said...

I'm here.